If you wondered about Sam's honesty while I saw her, wait until you see what I discovered when my attorney requested her notes.
Category: Includes Primary Material
This post includes primary material, such as texts, emails, or Sam’s notes.
In Which We See Each Other In Person
I visit Sam at her Watertown office to see what it would be like to be in the room with her again. It was the beginning of the end.
An Expert Weighs In
The professional judgement of Dr. Paul Appelbaum, a world renown forensic psychologist, with opinions as to how Sam "markedly deviated" from her responsibilities as a therapist.
Letter to Sam
My goodbye letter to Sam. (Spoiler, it didn't stick, and that's why there's more of this blog.)
My Breakdown
I experienced deep emotional turmoil after Sam messed up her first attempt to handle the aftermath of her gaslighting me.
“I love You. I am Deeply Immersed With You.” — Sam
The relationship with Sam became blurred as she used suggestive language and pushed for more frequent, insurance-questionable sessions. Our dynamic came to a head when Sam admitted to seductive behavior and told me she loved me.
In Which I Have Two Dreams
I am a vivid dreamer and Sam was a prolific note-taker of my dreams. After all her pushing about our "relationship," she finally appeared in two dreams of mine, which I'll recount here.






